Back in town.

I got back from Cleveland, late Sunday night. I was absolutely exhausted. Cleveland is East Coast time, so most of our conferences started at 5:00 am our time. I got to know my colleages a little better. As most times, some things I liked and some things I felt like the odd ball out. I am not much of a partier or a drinker, so there were a couple of times where I just didn't fit in. This has been the case most of my life, so no harm done.

I learned so much about the beautiful children I work with. It made me wonder, are they different, or am I. Does it really matter? I would like to think that the conference inspired me to think on a higher plain and gave me a desire to explore more about the world of Autism. I was really inspired by Elaine Hall. She is a Hollywood acting coach (first acting coach for Zach and Cody). She has a movie out that was turned into an HBO special. It has won several awards. She and I had the common factor of loving the arts. For her, it is acting, for me the violin. I spoke with her about how I teach violin to children with Autism. She later recognized me in the airport. I felt drawn to her and I want to chat more with her via e-mail. Her philosophy is that you have to enter the child's world and get on their level, before they learn to trust and become a part of ours. Things to ponder.

I want to send a shout out to Jake and John. The two Cutie Patooties that I dearly love. They turned three, yesterday. I wish I could have been with them to celebrate. I know they are excited about the arrival of their new sister in February.

I am off to have coffee with Elaine. She and I have a lot of catching up to do.

TTFN

Back again.

I haven't blogged in so long, I don't know where to begin. I think I will have to do this over a few days rather than one big time. I only have a few minutes before picking Laura up from school, anyway.

As my last post stated, I am now a real teacher. I would like to say it has been enjoyable. It has had it's moments of fune, but mostly I have been stressed beyond stressed. I haven't felt like this since I was working in the OR at Baptist Hospital in Memphis, TN. I know that God has called me to this position, so I am trusting that he is going to keep me sane so that I can continue.

I am the teacher of a class for children with Autism. That in itself is stressful. To add fuel to the fire, I am also going to school to be a teacher. I wish I could do one at a time, but perhaps I would have never gone back to school had I not done it this way. For the next year and a half, I am in for a LOT of hard work. Right now, I have four children in my class. Ages vary. I didn't know children with Autism could be so violent. That is one of the things that I learned right away. I learned it the hard way too. I also didn't know that I could love those kids so much. They make me laugh and they make me cry. All in all, they are still just kids.

My program is a site based program which means that I am a focused classroom in the SPED department. It also means that my mentor is across town at another school. I absolutely love her and she is the best, but sometimes it's hard when I need questions answered. Thursday I will join her and four other teachers in Cleveland, OH at an Autism Summit conference. It should be interesting and I look forward to getting to know my colleagues a little better.

The reason I have time to blog this week is because I am on Fall Break. The rest of my family is not, but I am grateful for the time to catch up on a lot of stuff. So far, catching up has included getting all of the veggies out of the garden. We had our first freeze last night. I am inundated with tomotoes and carrots. If anybody knows the best way to store fresh carrots, please let me know. Also if you have some really good carrot recipes, just let me know. I am thinking carrot cake muffins. Yum...

Yesterday, I brought Laura lunch at school. Today, I joined Becca and volunteered in her class. I miss daVinci. If felt like home and I was so glad to be there. People hugged me and told me how much I am missed. It felt good to be home.

I wanted to send an official congrats. to Jen and her boys. She is not to be the only female in their family much longer. They think they are having a girl this time.

I am off to go get Laura.

TTFN

Head above water.

First of all, I want to send out my prayers to those who are in Gustav's wake. Jen and Scott our prayers are especially with you and your family. I also want to ask for prayers for my bestest friend, Jen. She is pregnant and just out of the hospital with kidney stones. Hang in there girlfriend!!

The last week was truly a mental yoyo for me. I had to be strong and attempt to show other people, at our school, that I am a team player, but my program has parameters that I must follow. I was getting pulled into the other side of the SPED dept., unknowing that it was not my responsibility. I am letting my mentor be my mentor and things are a lot better. I also spent four hours, yesterday, making my first teaching plans for this week. I am hoping that every weekend is not so taxing with lesson plans.

Robin and Heidi Tingle, from Utah, came to visit this weekend, for the holiday and the balloon fest. We saw the launch yesterday morning. It is always so much fun and it marks the end of summer for us. Today I hope to rest and enjoy this day off.

I hope all of you are having a super, restful day.

Adjustments

Life here has been absolute "you know what". I have been so busy and so tired. The new job for me is VERY stressful. My coworkers are stressed, so it's hard for me to not be stressed. The children that I teach are cute, smart and require tons of energy. I am giving violin lessons to 12 students per week. I am to start two orchestras in the next couple of months. I started school yesterday. Thank goodness I have a loving and helpful husband. When I got home from class yesterday, Tom and the girls had been cleaning house all morning. It realy helps me feel more relaxed, knowing that I don't have tons to do at home.

I passed my PLACE exam with flying colors. After passing the test, I could then sign up for school. After I signed up for school, the same day I got my test results, I was told that I was two weeks behind in my studies. I had Monday through Friday to catch up on two weeks of work and do a 2-3 page paper. I did it, but I am still tired from the week. It feels weird to be back in college again, especially since the instructors are my age. It feels good to stimulate my mind once more. It's strange to think about the turns my life has taken and continues to take. God has plans for me to prosper in ways that I never would have thought of.

We are excited about the coming weekend. It is Labor Day and the big Balloon Fest. We are all looking forward to going. The Tingles are coming for a visit and we hope to get in some time with the Clyatt's and the Basses. I can't wait for my birthday as Jen is coming for a visit. I can't think of a better present.

I won't promise to blog more this week, as I just don't know what is going to happen, but I wanted to catch everyone up for now.

Happy week.

BBQ

We are back from Dillon. Tom placed 17th out of 60 entries for his brisket. It was super yummy and we were very proud of him. His sauces placed somewhere in the middle of the pack with the brisket sauce coming in 11 or 12. The girls did well also. Laura placed 12 out of 20. Becca did not do as well, but we couldn't figure out why as she did exactly the same recipe as Laura. It was cooked the exact same way at the same time. I suppose it depends on the judge.

I hope to post pictures later this week. I am so glad we did it and we are honored to be part of Buzz's Boar. As a team, we raked in enough money to cover all costs. We sold pulled pork, hot dogs, a little brisket, and bbq chili. When we ran out of meat, we started making up desserts. I had some small pecan pies that I picked up at Wal Mart for 2.00. They were six individual pies. We cut them in to fourths and sold them as samples. Each sample cost a dollar. Those pies went from costing 2.00 to selling for 24.00. We did this with a peach cake from King Soopers and a bowl of brownie bites. By the way, the brownies went from costing 3.00 to netting 33.00. Not bad. Laura and Becca worked very hard slinging bbq. We all worked hard and so now we are very tired.

Next week, I think I can finally get my head cleared enough to tackle the school stuff. I worry that I don't understand all that I am supposed to do, but I just remind myself of that whale that I am trying so hard to eat.

TTFN

Dillon

I only have a couple minutes to update you on our adventures. Tom and the girls left at 6 am this morning, headed to Dillon.

The girls will compete in the Kid Q this afternoon. They are both making stuffed chicken thighs. The thighs are stuffed with basil, sun dried tomatoes, and goat cheese. It is really yummy. I hope that it is yummy enough for a prize.

Tom was his usual nervous self before he left. It's probably a good thing that I will be at school today as he makes me crazy when he gets this way. I know it is just nerves, but he really gets worked up over this. He wants his best and doesn't want to let the team down.

As I said, I am off to school today and then to Dillon. I won't arrive until 8 or 9 tonight. At least I am not off to a whopping test this weekend. Work is VERY stressful right now. There is SOOO much paperwork and I just don't know what it all is. I know it will come. I know I am supposed to have this job, so I know I can handle it.

I hope all of you have a super duper weekend and I will write to tell you how we all did in the BBQ contest.

Eating a Whale

First of all, here is a big birthday shoutout to two of the brightest stars in my life. Laura's and Tom's birthday was Friday. We celebrated by going out to dinner in Denver on Friday night as I had to take the big test Saturday morning, in Arvada. The dinner was delicious except for the waitress spilling a glass of Sprite in Becca's lap. That sort of put a damper on things. Ha ha. Saturday, after the test, we came home and had a pizza/cake party with Laura's friends, Faith and Alex. Tom, myself, Laura, Alex, Becca and her friend Lexie, all went to Elitch Gardens today to top off the celebrations. The water park felt so good since it has been over 90 degrees in Denver for over 21 days. We are ready for cooler weather.

I have to say thank you, thank you for all of your prayers and support concerning my job and the PLACE test. I took it Saturday morning and I walked away feeling really good about it. It wasn't as bad as I had feared, but I studied really hard for it. I am so glad that it is over.

It still feels very overwhelming with all the school stuff going on right now. Wednesday is our first day of school. I know that I would kick myself later if I didn't mention the special time I shared with Laura and Becca on Thursday night. They came and helped me put together my classroom. As I look at the walls in my room, I have a little bit of Laura and Becca there with me. My room. My very own classroom. I was soooo tired, but the moment my room was done was a biggie. I had tears as I thought about the miracle of that room. I was flat out told that I would not get this job. God flat out told me I would. A month ago, my dreams of becoming a teacher were in the distant future. God had other plans. I plan to take each bit of paper and each little thing, one step at a time. I was meant to have this job, so I have decided to not complain and just jump in. All that I can do is my best. I hope to get pictures of the classroom in as soon as I can.

I had a lovely conversation with my sister, Jennifer, today. I love her and I was so glad to hear from her.

I won't promise daily blogs, but I will do my best, this week. I wish all of you the best as you each prepare for school to start.

Frenzy

Hello everyone,

I may not be able to blog any more this week. Between the PLACE on Saturday and all the "stuff" I am cramming in my brain to start school, I am frazzled. I am just plain tired, but it is the tired you get from doing something you love. I am honored to have this job, but I have to get through this crazy, crazy, (Did I mention crazy?) time. Please keep me in your prayers, especially on Saturday as I take my test.

TTFN,
Shari

I GOT THE JOB!!!!

I got a call this morning from my new boss and Principal. I got the job. I start to work as a real teacher (not a sub.), on Monday. I can't believe it. I am scared, excited and happy all at the same time. There is sooo much to do between now and then, but at least I know that all my work is towards a real job on Monday.

Thanks so very much for all of your prayers and support. I am truly blessed.

I keep thinking of the scripture that talks about God wanting to prosper us and make us successful. It was hard to realize that last June, when I didn't get the nursing job. It's easy to see now. He knows and I know that I am a teacher. That is my gift and what I do well. Now, he has given me the chance to prove it.

Checking back in.

I have not blogged in a while. I just haven't had the time. Life has taken a big turn during the last couple of weeks.

I went for the para position interview and they offerred me the teaching position. I will also be starting a beginning string program for kids at the school. This is all wonderful, but I am having to jump through a lot of hoops to get all the paperwork straight. I am having to study for an exam that teachers usually take their Junior or Senior year of college. I have had three weeks to prepare. I will have read five books and taken dozens of practice tests. If I don't pass the PLACE exam, then I can't keep the job. Can you say "STESSED OUT!!!"? I also have to take a two year class. The class will be every other Saturday for two years. Summer's off except for two weeks straight. When I finish, I will be a real deal teacher with an emphasis in Special Education. My specialty will be Autism. I am starting a new program at the school, specifically designed for Autistic children. That is, if the district ever calls me to tell me that the paperwork has gone through and that I am free to come and sign a contract. I am to start school next Tuesday. Every minute, when I am not studying, I am waiting for the phone to ring.

I wanted to update everyone on the goings on and why I have not been blogging. I am really stressed and really busy running our household and studying. Throw my violin students in there and I am just about crazy right now.

Oh yeah, in about a week and a half, Tom and Laura have a birthday. Dillon BBQ contest is August 8 and my big exam is August 2. Crazy times, but it's all good.

Please understand if I haven't been blogging as much. Life is a bit stressful right now.

All my birds back in the nest.

We picked Laura up from camp, yesterday. She had a wonderful time. I would like to share with you the words from the camp nurse, as I remember them. "Laura was wonderful. We know that she was who needed to be in her cabin. God put her there. She led devotionals and helped to solve a problem we had with one of the campers in her group. She is a special girl and you have a lot to be proud of". Tom and I both had tears in our eyes as she spoke. Laura is special. We are so very proud of her. Satan was trying his best to get her to go home last Sunday, but God prevailed and we are so very glad that she went to camp this year.

After picking Laura up at camp, we came home and took a two hour nap. We were absolutely exhausted. After resting, we got up and went to the RV lot. We really want a pop up for next year. We found a used one that is just what we want, but we need to do some bill catch up first. It is something to dream about.

I wanted to mention what Becca and I did last Wednesday. I use this blog as a journal, so I don't want to forget the fun we had. Becca is a HUGE American Girl Doll fan. Her best friend and she, dressed up like their dolls and the three of us (five, including the dolls) went to see the Kit Kitredge movie. It was pretty good and the girls were adorable. They took their dolls and came home dreaming about things they saw in the movie that they could make for them. We stuffed ourselves with popcorn and had a blast. Good times with the girls.

On July 4, the Clyatts, David and Val, and the Harnlys all came to celebrate with us. We had a great time. We just grilled burgers and brats and they were yummy. After stuffing ourselves, we put the chimanea in the driveway and we roasted marshmallows and had S'mores. We sat our chairs in the driveway and watched two sets of fireworks. One at the Academy and one at the housing development behind us. It was such a restful and peaceful evening. We went to bed around midnight, so we were very tired when we got up to get Laura on Saturday morning.

Also on the fourth, Tom went down to visit his Dad. He was so glad that he went. The assisted living home was having a big Fourth of July celebration. Tom and Dad celebrated and had a cook out for lunch. Dad was sitting in a chair and Tom told him to stay there. Tom would go and get him a plate of food. The line was long, so it took Tom a while to get back. Dad forgot that Tom was there because it took him awhile. When Tom got back, after standing in line, forever, Dad already had food. Dad had coaxed the staff into getting him food because he forgot that Tom was there. AAUUGGGHHH!!!!

Good news in my family. Ashley, my neice and namesake, is getting married in the Spring. Here is a big shout out to her and Randy. I wish them all the best and I hope that the family can bond together and celebrate this happy occasion.

Bad news in Tom's family. PLEASE continue your prayers for Tom's brother. It looks like he does have cancer after all. He is to have a PET scan this week to see if it has spread to his lymph nodes. Tom will have an endoscopy on Friday, just because he needs to have this done yearly. He has Barrett's Esophagus and we want to make sure he is alright. Skip's diagnosis has scared us so please pray for us and especially Tom, on Friday.

I have rambled on and on. I realized that I had not blogged in almost a week. I hope all of you are having a great holiday weekend.

Catch up.

Here's the latest in the Russell world. Friday, both girls had a birthday party/ sleep over. Tom and I took the time to go on a date and discuss the pros and cons of the new job offer. We had a lovely talk and it reminded me of how important it is to stay in touch with your spouse. He is my other half in this world and I felt so much better after bouncing things off of him. We came up with more pros than cons concerning the new job.

Saturday, the girls came home and we got garage cleaning and Laura packing done. Later in the evening, we went to see the new movie "Walle". It was pretty good as kid movies go. Jen, I bet the boys would love it. When we were standing in line to get in to see the movie, we happened to get in line behind a family from church. I started talking to the mom and she told me she worked for a local middle school. When I asked her what she did, she told me she was a para from special needs kids. She was so insightful and really encouraged me to take the position as they are hard to come by. She gave me a few questions to ask the principal when I speak with her today. Divine intervention, I don't know, but I know I felt a lot more confident about the position after speaking with her.

Sunday, we took Laura to camp. On the way, we went by the elementary school where I may be teaching. It was actually closer than we thought, but not a whole bunch. It will still take me a half an hour to get there. We had a problem when we dropped Laura off at camp. She started crying and didn't want us to leave. It was like she was in kindergarten all over again. No matter how much Tom and I each talked to her, she didn't want to stay. We payed $350.00 for her to attend this camp, so it would hurt if she didn't go. We talked with her counselor and another staff person that she knew from last year. She agreed to stay for three or four hours. We left and went to dinner. Don't go to the Hungry Bear restaurant in Woodland Park. It is aweful. We now know why the bear is hungry. Ha Ha. We walked around Wal Mart and then went back to Laura's camp. When we got back, she was just fine and agreed to stay the night with the understanding that someone would call us in the a.m. if she needed to come home. We never got a call, yesterday, so we are assuming that all is well. Please say a little prayer for our Laura.

Yesterday, all day, Becca and I went to Elitch Gardens with Carol and Andre. We had a blast, but we are so tired today. We laughed and played all day. Becca and Andre rode the Thunderbolt six times. Andre rode the Rainbow three times. We had a great day, but we didn't get home until 11:00. I needed a day to forget about the world of jobs and responsibilities and just have fun.

Today, back to work. I have already given two lessons and I have a couple more. I have to go to the grocery and get some housework done. I am also to talk with my potential new Principal. Thanks for all of your prayers concerning my decision. It has not been easy. I think I am going to take the position, depending on my conversation today. Tom and I both agreed that we think God is leading me to do this. I just want him to firmly close the door, if this is not meant for me.

I hope all of you have a great day. TTFN.

Closing door, opening a window?

Here we go again. Just when I am trying so hard to be content with wherever and whatever I am given, God changes things again. I feel like a bipolar ping pong ball (is there such a thing?).

We went to Becca's performance and it was wonderful. I had the very cutest, baby dragon on the whole stage. I took pictures and I hope to have them out in a couple of days.

Last night, after the performance, I was approached by the outgoing Principal of our school. She said she was sorry to hear about the nursing job. She then asked me if I would consider working at another school as a SPED para, working with Autistic kiddos. The school is where our outgoing Vice Principal will be Principal. I spoke with our outgoing VP and she indeed wants me to work for her, but she had greater ideas in mind. This job is in District 49. More of a rural area and I say, half way to Kansas. The superintendant had already talked to her about starting a strings program, district wide. She felt that she could offer me an additional stipend to start a strings program for the school or perhaps, later on, more than one school.

It seems like something I would greatly enjoy and I am honored that I have been hand selected by the Principal. I just don't know what to do. Please say lots and lots of prayers for me so that I can get a clear direction. I am to make my decision by early next week.

I truly believe that when God closes a door, he opens a window. I just wonder if this is my window. If it is, I want the window to let in fresh air and the view to be beautiful.

Assistant Principal

Yesterday, Tom handled the home affairs and I spent the day at our school district's administrative offices. We started at 7 am and finished around 5. It was a long, tough day. We selected the top three candidates and our principal will pick the one she likes best. I left feeling really tired. I felt like I had spent the day, picking people apart (I did). I realized that I don't like picking out all the good and bad points of people. I think we made the best decision, based on the candidates we were given. Our prinicipal chose those too.

I learned a whole bunch about interviewing. I was able to clearly see some of the mistakes that I made during the nursing interview, but I also know that job was not for me. Weird day.

Today, Becca and Tom have their big play that they have been at camp for the last three weeks preparing for. Becca is a baby dragon and dances to Kung Foo Fighting (remember the song?).

Laura and I will go to the play tonight, but spend this afternoon getting her packed and ready for camp. She has a sleep over on Thursday night and a birthday party sleep over on Friday night. Sunday, she is off to camp.

Tom and I have the house to ourselves on Friday night, as the birthday party is a sleepover for both our girls. We have decided to use the time to head for Canon City on Friday night. There is a bbq cookoff on Saturday and Tom thinks Friday evening is a better time to talk to folks and get some catering ideas. I know it doesn't sound like a romantic date, but the drive alone will give us time to talk. We don't get to do that much, with our hectic schedule.

I hope all of you have a wonderful day.

Thank goodness for Monday

Our weekend was absolutely full. On Friday, we worked and worked to get ready for the bbq on Saturday. I was exhausted and ready for bed Friday night. That was a good thing, because on Saturday, I got up and ran/walked the big "Sailing Shoes 5k". By the way, I couldn't figure out why they call it the "Sailing Shoes Race". We are a land locked state, so not much sailing going on. I found out that it was named after a 70s song called "Sailin Shoes". They played it before we ran and I had never heard it. I suppose it was cool at the time. Anyway, I finished it in about the same time I always do. I was really glad that I got out and did it, but the next race, in July, is a 10k. I have to work on that now or I will never finish.

I got home from the race and we did more preparations for the bbq. I did sneak in a quick nap and helped Tom disassemble Laura's bed (more on that later). All that before guests arrived at 4:00. We had a great time. I so love the folks at daVinci. Tom's brisket was too moist this time, so we are still perfecting things, but nobody complained and all went back for more. I made key lime pies for desert. Thanks Jen, for the idea you didn't know you gave me. I was reading one of your blogs at about the same time I was trying to figure out what to make for desert. It was delicious. When Tom and I went to bed Saturday night, we were EXHAUSTED.

Sunday morning, 3am, Tom was up and taking David to the Denver Airport. He delivered him, drove home and slept until 11 am. Laura slept until 12:30. I think we were all a little tired. In the afternoon I went with Deb. over to her Mom's house for a visit. I brought her Mom some Poppies from my garden and we had a lovely chat.

The visit made me think of my own family in Florida and in Colorado Springs. I promised myself that we would visit Dad this week. I know his days on this earth are fewer more than greater and we need to take advantage of what we all have left. I want my girls to have memories of him.

The visit made me think of my own Dad in Florida as his health is not the best. It is frustrating that he continues to smoke and do things that are a detriment to himself, but I love him. I am saddened that I can't visit more, but the gas prices have put a halt to our travel. We have been told that "Stand-By" flights are impossible right now because the airlines have grounded so many of their planes due to gas prices.

Speaking of family, we got good news concerning Tom's brother. The surgeons removed two polyps from his esophagus and they will be analyzed, but the docs said that they were soft and did not "look" cancerous upon first inspection. That is great news. It could be that he has "Barrot's Esophagus". We are praying that all goes well for him.

As you can see, we had a crazy weekend. This week, Becca and Tom have a school play, but the Drama camp ends. Laura is a counselor at our church's Bible School and she is preparing for Camp Elim, next week.

Thank goodness for Monday.

Content no matter.

I am preparing for the big 5k (well, big to me). Carole and I went on an extra long walk this morning. My knee was hurting on Wednesday and because of the 5k on Saturday, I was hesitant to run. We decided to walk up Mount Baldy. Jen, you know the hill. I couldn't believe it. I just sailed up the hill with hardly a second thought. It was good to see such progress in a year. We walked and talked. Carole always makes me laugh and she gives me food for thought.

We walked into a new neighborhood where they have million dollar homes. I was thinking that this is how the other half live. I was thinking that the folks coming to our home on Saturday may think the same thing and we are the poorer half. I easily fall into those thoughts and I am ashamed of myself. More house, more money required and lots more maintenance. I wouldn't be able to stay home with my children and watch them grow. I wouldn't be able to teach violin because I would be working at the hospital. Life would just be bad. I wouldn't be able to do what God has put ME on this earth to do. Thank goodness for my modest, beautiful home. More importantly thank goodness for my healthy family that I so love. Thank goodness for my friends and family who love me no matter what I live in.

St. Paul wrote "I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content".

May ALL of us learn to be content.

Just a summer day.

This morning, as I sit down to write, I realize that I don't have a lot to say. The day is not crazy busy, just normal violin students. I realize that I love summer. I am hoping to make a light meal tonight and sit outside for a bit. My garden is very pretty and every night we hear the humming birds. Just livin life and loving it.

I also realize that it is not often that I have days like today. I want to make the most of it and enjoy each part of it.

This weekend we are entertaining 25 folks from school. All staff who are helping with the summer drama camp. It should be fun, but much to think about, cook and clean. I think it will be a lot of fun and a chance to play with some recipes we are making in Dillon.

Also this Saturday, another 5k. I will walk part of it, but it is my last 5k in the Pikes Peak Grand Prix Series. The last two races, one in July and another in September, are 10ks. I better ramp things up a bit.

I hope all of you have a great day.

Prayer request

We went to Elitch Gardens with Jan and David, on Saturday. We had such a good time. I got soaked when Laura and I did the River Rapids. We watched the Mercy Me concert that was included in our admission. It was truly a great day. Just as we got off the last ride of the night, Tom got a call from his brother, Skip. He told us he was at the Denver Airport with his fiance. First of all, we didn't know he was dating anyone and secondly we had no idea he was coming into town.

He met up with us at home around eleven pm. We were all tired, but Jan said that we all had to talk. We sat around our kitchen table. Tom and I were sure that Skip was going to tell us that he and Barbara were getting married. That was not what he said. He told us that he will have surgery on Thursday to determine how bad and what stage he is suffering with esophageal cancer. It took our breath away. Please say a prayer for him. We are hoping that things are'nt too bad.

Barbara was delightful and we just love her. Dad was so surprised to see Skip, especially on Father's Day. We grilled pork tenderloin and Tira Misu for dessert. It was great to just catch up with Skip.

I hope all of you had a great Father's Day.

A name.

OK folks. We need some help. I realized, yesterday, that we can't call our BBQ catering, "Russell Your Feathers" because it lends itself to specializing in chicken. That's not the idea at all. As a matter of fact, Tom is a brisket man. We thought and thought and nothing has sounded just right. We have tried out ideas like "Smokin Bones" (already taken), "Smoke Signals" (pretty sure already taken). If any of you have ideas, please let us know. We would love any and all ideas.

We signed the girls up for the "Kid Q" in Dillon, so we are off to the store today to find more BBQ ideas.

Happy day all.

A bit of time to myself.

Sometimes it feels so good to just be by myself and do housework. I have a whole whopping 30 min. this morning to do just that. I have laundry going and the dishwasher to empty, but all in all, I feel like this is a breathe of fresh air. The TV is not on, the girls are not home, Tom is at work and I can just think and breathe.

Yesterday, I was called to pick Becca up from camp as she was vomiting in the garbage can. I think she finally had whatever the rest of us had a couple of weeks ago. She had the same symptoms, but this morning she was just fine. I am hoping that we won't have a repeat of yesterday. Laura went with her to camp today as she has been invited to help the art teacher with set designs.

I got a call from our new prinicipal at school. She asked if I would be on a committee to select the new Vice Prinicipal. I was honored and somehow, it reconfirmed that I wasn't supposed to have the nursing job. I know it sounds strange, but I realized that Tom and I really are an integral part of that school and that I wouldn't be able to be there so much as a volunteer, if I had yet another job.

Laura and I barbecued last night. We are doing this in order to get ready for the "Kids Q" in Dillon. Becca and I will Q tonight. It was so much fun, watching my girls cook. Laura made beef and vegetable shish kabobs. We threw some shrimp on the barbie. I made a rum/pineapple/brown sugar/garlic glaze to go on the shrimp. Those shrimp were the best we have had in a looong time. Laura ate about 20 of them, if not more. We were thinking that Laura could do the shrimp for the kid Q, but we are concerned that by the time they get to the judges they would be cold. Too cold. We are going to try a pork tenderloin next.

My sister, Tammie, has agreed to come to Dillon next summer and be one of the dancing chickens for the "Russell Your Feathers BBQ team". Not really, but it is a great mind picture.

May all of you find a mind picture that will make you laugh today.

Rejection

I found out this afternoon that I did not get the nursing job that I was hoping for. I know that it was not meant for me for whatever reason. Now I have to rethink things. I am going to take some time to just think about what my next adventure should be. I still haven't ruled out being a music teacher since that is what I seem to do best.

Thanks so much for all of your support the last few weeks. This has been a long drawn out process and I am glad that it is over.

Happy day all.

Girls at work

I hope to capture a picture today of my girls and the little girl down the street, hard at work. Tom is back at it, building shelves for our garage. He no longer needed a pallet that he used on the floor to elevate whatever, in case the garage flooded. I think we will always be afraid of water in the house, after our flood on Austerlitz Dr.. He asked the neighbors if they wanted it and nobody did. He put it out next to the road for garbage pick up. My creative Laura saw it and asked Tom if she could have it. The next thing we knew, we had full fledged girl power hard at work in our back yard. They are using the pallet and scrap wood to make a "fort". Yesterday, they had Tom's wood, hand saw, nails, goggles, hammers, power drill and whatever else they could think of. They are having a blast and you can just see the creative juices flying. I was thinking that that is what summer is about. It is about getting outside and creating, whether it be in the garden or building a fort.

We are all hard at work, preparing for our crazy weekend. Friday and Saturday is the neighborhood garage sale and the Pueblo BBQ Cook Off. We shoudl have a lot of fun, but we will be really busy.

Later.

Summer colds

I can't believe it. First week out of school and three of us are sick. It's the cold, fever, sore throat kind of stuff. Perhaps we are getting it out of the way now, so that we are all healthy for the garage sale and bbq competition this weekend.

Tom made a brisket on Saturday and it was REALLY good. He will do one more and then two for the competition. He will determine which of the two is better and submit the best.

We girls are getting ready for the big neighborhood garage sale. We have six bags of girl clothes, ready to give away. We are sorting and pricing this week. My house looks like a hurricane has gone through it, but I know that we will be happy about getting rid of some of our "stuff".

TTFN.

Brisket

I am off to Sam's this morning to buy, yet another brisket. Tom will smoke it tomorrow. Since Tom is on this team, he has been perfecting his craft, every weekend. I don't know how, but we are sick of brisket. I will freeze some of it and there are always neighbors wanting samples. Our first competition is next weekend. We were watching something on Food Network, last night, about smoking ribs. The girls got excited and told Tom all about it. It's good to have a family project that everyone enjoys.

Today, I will give a lesson or three, and then we are off to Elitch Gardens. There is a ride there called the Mind Eraser. That's what I need. Something to erase the anxiety over the nursing job and all the chores ahead of us at home. I actually rode the ride, when we went the other day. It is a super big roller coaster that turns you upside down a couple of times. I rode it to prove to the girls that I wasn't a chicken, but that was it for me. I may not be a chicken, but I am 41.

Happy day all.

Thanks a bunch.

I just wanted to thank everybody for their support, the last couple of days, concerning the job interview. Even if I don't get the job, I know I am loved. I got so many words of encouragement. Yesterday, when Carole and I were out walking at 5:30 a.m., we met some mom's from school, out walking too. They asked when my interview was. I told them and they oferred to stand outside the door to the interview room and refuse to open it unless I got the job. They were not their this morning, but it sure felt good to know they think so much of me.

The interview went alright. I honestly have no idea whether I will get the job or not. It is what it is. I am destressing the rest of today. The interview committee said I should know something, early next week.

Yesterday was the last day of school! We are all so happy to not be so rushed and so stressed. I want to spend time with my girls and catch up on all the stuff I have put off until now.

I hope all of you have a super day.

One more day of school.

As I write this, I am recovering from a full day of first graders. They are soooo done and I am sooo tired of school. All of those little children are so excited about the parties and goodies that are to be had, tomorrow. I think that tomorrow I will need a big Diet Coke by the end of the day. All the kids will be excited about school ending and so jazzed from the sugar consumption that is to be had at the parties. It should be a very interesting day.

Tomorrow is our last day of school and Thursday is my interview. I am having such mixed feelings about the new job. I just want the interview and the results over so that I can stop stewing. I found out today that there are four of us that will interview for the position. I keep thinking that the others are probably better or more qualified. I am trying to remind myself that whatever happens is good. If I don't get the job, then life will go on as is and I don't have to worry about my private student load. If I do get the job, new and exciting times await. It will feel good to be a nurse again. The money will definitely be better. I am just no good at waiting.

Have a great day.

Four more days

Can you tell we are all sooo glad school is almost over? Becca has worked so hard this week. She had a major science test, a spelling test, homework packet and a major book report due. All in the last three days. We/she worked so very hard. Oh yeah, throw her birthday in there and you have an absolutely crazy week. We are done as I write this, this morning. The spelling test is today and then she is really done. I am so proud of how she didn't complain (too much) and just persevered.

I am doubly proud of my Laura. She was presented with a silver medal, at school, on Monday. She wasn't going to tell us about this, but we found out about it through some friends. Out of 200 sixth graders, she was one of 12 that was selected to speak at the assembly. The medal was for making the honor roll 3 times this year. She has worked so very hard and I am so very proud of her. Sixth grade is just plain "tough", but she has made it through with a medal to prove it.

Tom is not faring so well. He has a production, up at school, that he is running sound for, and he has the stomach flu. A bit better today, but please say a little prayer for him.

As for me, I am just trying to juggle all these things and so looking forward to the weekend.

I hope all of you have a great one!!!

Six days and counting.

We have six more lovely days of school. I will spend it with 17 first graders. Actually, they are a great class and a whole lot of fun. I am a little sad that this could be my last substitute teacher assignment for a long, long time. I love the kids and they love me back. I can only hope, that if I get the nursing assignment, it will still allow me to communicate with them and be a part of their lives. Time marches on and our wants and desires change.

Right now, I desire that nursing job. I got an interview. The big boss called me and I have an interview next Thursday (5/29) at 9:15. I am trying not to read into any part of it. I just want whatever God wants. He put this job in my lap and he will do what he wants. I just keep reminding myself that "I am a vessel". I hope that doesn't mean that I am a "cracked pot". Ha Ha

I must get Becca up and out. Today is field day, so my little first graders should be nice and tired. I hope.

Happy day all.

Happy Birthday Becca

Happy Birthday sweet girl!!! I can't believe how beautiful and talented you are. You are such a spot of sunshine in my life and I love you more than you can imagine.

Becca's birthday is today, in case you couldn't guess. We went to Elitch Garden's in honor of the occasion, on Saturday. The girls each took a friend and we all had a great time.

Tonight, we will celebrate with a big ole' Banana Pudding (Becca's choice). Of course, there will be gifts to open and much fun to be had.

I wish all of you a great day.

Twenty one years and going strong.

That's right folks. Today, Tom and I celebrate twenty one years of married bliss. Well, let's be honest. Not all was bliss, but I do know one thing. I love my husband and look forward to many, many more years together.

As I was walking this morning, I was thinking about how God told me I was to date Tom Russell. I was thinking that there are not a lot of folks who stay married as long as we have. God has truly been our guiding light and I am so glad. Tom is my other half in this world. After twenty one years, we still complete each other. Tom is my biggest cheer leader and I don't know what I would do without him.

I also want to send a "Shout Out" to Tom for getting selected to be the "Brisket Man" on the official, competition, bbq team. He will be on a team called "Buzz's Boar". We will be eating a lot of brisket this summer as Tom will be perfecting his craft. Our first competition will be in Pueblo on June 7.

Happy Mother's Day

I want to send a late shout out to my sisters, my grandma, and of course, my mother. Happy Mother's Day one day late.

I was still feeling a bit under the weather yesterday, from the tummy bug, but hopefully a good ole BRAT diet will help. I think I need to build up the good stuff back in my gut before food settles properly again.

I had a fabulous day. Tom and the girls gave me chocolate (I can't eat it yet) and beautiful cards. Becca gave me a hand made card that was so beautiful it made me cry. While Tom was a church, the girls made me breakfast in bed. It was good and now they are old enough, I can actually eat what they fix. I meant bunches to me. I am so blessed with my family.

I got to have a nice conversation with my grandmother and my mom. I am so blessed to still have both a mother and grandmother still around. I talked to Tammie and was sorry to hear that she had to work on the holiday, but she took it all in stride. I so admire her working spirit. I was especially glad to have a great talk with my brother, Daniel. It was good to catch up and just talk to each other.

My Mother's Day was made complete by having Jen, Scott, and the boys come for a visit. The Basses welcomed them too and we all had a great time eating Tom's wonderful BBQ and catching up. I LOVED playing with the boys. They got in my unplanted garden dirt and literally rolled around. By the time they left, last night, it was as if Jen and her guys had never moved away. I look forward to more fun with them this week.

I hope all of you have a great day.

Not feeling good.

I have visited Pookie a couple of times this week. On the door, to Sunrise, a sign was posted stating that they were experiencing a GI bug among the residence. Guess who picked up the bug. Me. I spent last night worshiping the porcelain god in our bathroom. I feel awful and I have to play for a wedding tonight. Please say a little prayer for me.

I hope you are all healthy.

Calmness

For the first time in four days, the house is quiet. The kids are back at school. Students are back at school. Tom is back at work and I can get some work done here at home. Sometimes I love the quiet. I love my family too and sometimes I like to just listen to their chatter. This morning, it is dreary, wet and cold. Of course it started to rain AFTER my walk. I would have loved to stay in bed and catch some extra zzzs. I would love to just sit and read a book, but it is not meant to be.

Today, I will go visit Deb's parents and Pookie. Pookie has had the stomach flu and I need to check on him. Becca has a choir concert at 2:30. I have already given a violin lesson this morning and I only have two more this afternoon. It feels like such a light load, after the 12 lessons I gave yesterday.

I hope all of you have a chance to catch some stillness and just be.

Getting ready for auditions

I will give 13 lessons by the time my head hits the pillow tonight. I have kids getting ready for
Youth Symphony auditions. Tom is home getting Direct TV installed. Just wanted to let everybody know why I haven't been blogging.

A quick prayer request. Please say a prayer for my mom. She is struggling with asthma,in a household where there are smokers. I wish all smokers knew the repercussions that others have due to their second hand smoke. Anyway, please say a quick one for my mom.

Take care all.

More later.

Run baby run.

I did it and did it rather well. This morning, I ran the Garden of the Gods 5k. I was dreading it. I headed up the first hill and thought I was going to lose my breakfast bar. I was light headed, too. That's when I decided that I was gonna walk this one. I walked briskly and just enjoyed being in such a beautiful place. The morning light was absolutely gorgeous against the red rocks. I thought everyone was passing me by, but as I looked back, I could see folks behind me.

I was thinking about a lot of things as I walked. I was thinking about how precious every breath is. When you are gasping for it, you appreciate it more. For some reason, I kept thinking about myself in high school, running. I loved to run then, too. I realized that my Christian walk, my ambitions, my attitude are all more focused when I run. I think it's because running allows me to just focus on each moment. Each breath. If you need to get focused, try exercise.

As always, I was thinking about my family. I am going to MAKE somebody do the next race with me on June 28. I think it will be my dear hubby. We can walk it. I just think this needs to be a bit of family exercise.

I was thinking about Isaiah 40:31. "But they who wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as Eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not be faint." I walked and did not faint. As I was rounding the last bend, I looked up and there was a hawk circling it's nest in the beautiful red rocks. I know it wasn't an Eagle, but I couldn't help but think of this passage. This was the hardest and easiest race yet. I just took it one step at a time. Yes, the hills were killer, but I decided to overcome them at my own pace.

As you can tell, I enjoyed the race this morning. I felt mentally recharged and physically challenged. I was proud that I finished it as I had doubts going into it. I just enjoyed being there and enjoyed the exercise.

A funny thing happened as I crossed the finish line. I looked at the clock. I had finished just a minute past my last race time. The last race was downtown on a flat surface. This one was up and down and up and down. Basically, I had my best time yet. I am getting stronger and that feels AWESOME!!!

Have a great day.

Up to the challenge.

Today should be interesting. Becca and I are suffering from allergies, so we are not in the best of health. I am hoping it gets better before the race, tomorrow. I am off to kindergarten. This is the class from "you know where". The boys and girls in this class are truly naughty. The other subs that have been in there have said "I couldn't do an all day job in there". Please say a prayer for me today. I read a sign the other day that said "Pray for those who are mean to you for they need it the most". I may just be on my knees all day. Ha Ha

Have a great day.

Winding down the week.

Last night Tom and I played at the reception for the new principal. Not many showed, but we had a great time playing. I am glad that the week is winding down and not so much on our plates.

Still getting ready for Saturday's big race. I am not sure about this one. I will at least walk it, even if I can't run. It is to be 28 degrees Saturday morning. That should be interesting too.

Gonna go sub. today and tomorrow I am off to kindergarten. Then, I am not subbing for the next two weeks. Sort of seems like a vacation.

This is short and sweet today as I am busy, but at least the week is winding down.

Take care all.

I'm back

I haven't blogged in a while. I think I have been tired and rushed. I have today off, so I am going to relax and perhaps, take a nap this afternoon.

I went on my 5:30 walk with Carole and I could use a nap now. I am trying to prepare for another 5k on Saturday. This is my fourth. I am so pleased that I have done it, but I am not looking forward to this one. It is at Garden of the Gods. I am gonna need God to get me through it. I have been told that the first half is straight up and the second half, straight down. I plan on walking this one. Carina Plocek is going to do it with me, so she can keep my mind off of the fact that we are going straight up or down. Jen, you have ran this one. Is it as hard as I have heard?

Tom and I are playing at school tonight. I have been wanting to play Ashokan Farewell, forever. It is a Civil War ballad. One of the fifth grade teachers is going to play the guitar and Tom will play the penny whistle. We have lots of Irish jigs to play after that. We are playing for the reception for our new principal at school.

I was told, yesterday, that D20 Administration office has been calling around, asking about me. This is a very good sign that they are considering me for the nursing job. I am excited.

We are also excited that a week from Saturday, the Janii will be here. I can't wait. I feel like a grandma getting ready to see her grand kids. Don't kid yourself, I am TOO YOUNG to be a grandma. At least mentally.

My dad is home from the hospital and doing great. I am so glad and so thankful for all of your prayers.

Have a super day all.

Thanks for the prayers.

My dad's clot is gone. Thanks so much for your prayers. The docs need to get his clotting factors stable and I think he will be able to go home.

Yesterday, I visited Deb. Harnly's mom. She continues to lose weight and get confused. I was glad to help and visit with her. After the visit, I went downtown to Mountain Chalet. I bought Tom and Becca summer shoes. I went in to buy Tom this special coffee press, that he wanted. It reminded me of my pre-children days when I spent a lot of time, downtown. I love Mountain Chalet and could spend a lot of money there, so I don't go often. Maybe once every couple of years.

Last night, I went to the last Amadeus Concert of the season. The kids were great and it feels good to know that summer is near.

This afternoon, I am subbing for kindergarten and then come home to lessons.

I hope all of you have a great day.

Update on Dad

My dad had his catheterization, yesterday. The clot has shrunk a bit. Please keep praying. He will have the catheterizations done daily to check on the status of the clot. As long as it is shrinking, I am hopeful.

Not feeling especially good today. Tummy rumbles. Good thing I am not subbing. I think I am going to slow down today and do bills. Yuck!!!

I was so proud of my little third grade student, yesterday. I am cautious about putting names on my blog, but I just want to give them a big shout out. This little one was a soloist at a concert, yesterday. I brought them flowers and was "proud as punch". Those moments make teaching all worth while.

I hope all of you are having a super day and thanks for the prayers concerning my dad.

Keep on praying.

Just a quick update today. My Dad continues to be in ICU. They put a catheter in his arm, yesterday, and shot some clot busting medication, into the clot itself. As I write this, I am awaiting a call from Mom to tell me how the medication reacted to the clot and if it is dissolving the clot.

I am off to see one of my students perform, as a soloist, with the Amadeus Youth Orchestra. I am so VERY proud. I must go buy flowers this morning.

Take care all.

Prayer request.

Hello everyone,

Here goes a HUGE prayer request for my Dad. He is in the ICU at his local hospital, with a huge blood clot in his upper arm. As of this morning, the docs are trying to dissolve the clot using Coumadin and treating him with antibiotics. The hope is that the clot will dissolve. We are not sure what is next, if the Coumadin doesn't do it's thing. Please pray that this works.

After much fretting and running around, I finally have all the paperwork to submit to Academy District 20 Schools. I can't believe all the paperwork involved for one application. I am hoping that the job comes through, as I think it is a perfect fit.

On Friday, we went to Denver and hand delivered some of the paperwork for my application. The State Capital was directly across from the Colorado Department of Education, so we took a tour of the Capital Building. Way cool. It is so beautiful on the inside. We spent the night, in Denver, at a "Hyatt Place". I highly recommend the place. Very clean and very comfy. We took the girls to Casa Bonita for dinner on Friday. Yuck food, but good atmosphere. The girls swam in the pool Friday night, and on Saturday, we went to the Denver Science and History Museum. It was wonderful and we had a blast. It made us feel like we were back in D.C. again. Since we can't do that trip this summer, it's good to know there are things to do around here that are super fun.

Yesterday, I visited Pookie. He is so very confused. He was telling me things about his mother that I knew was really about Baba. He was in good spirits other than the confusion.
After Pookie's I had a nice phone conversation with Jen. It always does my heart good to talk to her and to hear the boys. I actually got to talk to them on the phone too. I can't wait to see them soon.

Today, we are out of school, yet again, but I am busy with lessons. I would rather do them during the day, than wait until tonight. I must go before the next lesson arrives.

Happy day all.

Finished at last.

Today, we are off to Denver to push the paperwork through. I heard in the Central Office that the nursing team was talking about me and that they are excited about me applying. I am excited too. I must say, I have been praying for a job where I can teach, be with children, help them, and start my retirement. God really does put things in your lap from time to time, from the most unexpected places. I haven't got the job, yet, but the nurse that I am replacing is already trying to figure out when I can follow her around and learn the ropes.

I am thinking that my dad will come home this weekend. I think he is healthier than he has been in a long time. If only he would stop smoking.

I am wishing all of you a restful and peaceful weekend.

I did it.

Thursday already.

This week has been a crazy blurr, but this morning, we were blessed with a two hour delay. Tom has the day off, so he will bring me lunch at school and we will enjoy a fifth grade play this afternoon. Good day. We need it.

The last couple of days have been filled with lots of stress, but lots of blessings. I have turned my application in to the school district for a nursing position. I thought school nursing was sitting around putting band aids on. Not so, and the pay and the benefits are awesome. I spoke with our school nurse and she informed me that her family is being transferred to San Antonio. Yes, they are Air Force. She said that I really need to apply for her position as she thought I would be a perfect fit. I told her about my love of teaching and that I was probably looking at going back to school. She looked at me and said "don't reinvent the wheel. Apply for my job." So, that is what I have done and that is what has kept me so stressed and so busy, this week.

We have to go to Denver tomorrow afternoon, so that I can walk some paperwork through the proper channels. I need my CDE (Colorado Department of Education) provisional School Nurse License, to be pushed through ASAP. Long story and lots of work. I think we are going to extend the day in Denver and go to Casa Bonita and a hotel for the night. I think we will go to the Natural History Museum on Saturday. We have Friday and Monday off from school, so we need to rest and recoup.

The girls are finally over their strep. so I think this weekend will be much better.

Love to all.

Monday

We had a tough weekend, but I think everyone is on the mend. Laura started vomiting and still had fever, Saturday morning. I took her in to an urgency clinic and they confirmed what I was thinking. Laura had strep.. Within six hours of taking her antibiotic, she started feeling better. She is off to school today to face all the school work she missed the last two days.

My dad is so much better. I had an hour long conversation with him last night. That is the most I have conversed with my dad in years. They are trying a new treatment regime for his Porpheria and I think it is working. Thanks so much for your prayers.

Last Friday, I was asked to sub. for the SPED teacher, long term. Long term just means, the next couple of weeks. I couldn't turn it down as my pay is almost double. Please keep the teacher in your prayers as she continues to have complications from her mastectomy.

Because of the sickness and me having to work another full week, our weekend went by way too fast. I still didn't finish all the laundry and I can think of a couple of things that didn't get done. I need to push that aside and try to just get through the week.

We all have Friday off, so that is a big thing to look forward to.

Happy day all.

Friday

Laura is home sick, again today. She was still running a fever last night, so we decided to keep her home. Becca is still coughing, but I think she is on the mend. My dad is doing much better, so thanks for the prayers. He is still in the hospital, but things are looking up.

I was called to sub. again next week, for the teacher that has been absent all this time. Please say a prayer for her. She is having complications from her surgery. Great for my budget, but hard on my family time.

Today is cold and dreary, with no delay or snow day. I have car duty and it is going to be bitter. Can you tell that I am tired and it's Friday? I need to get out of this funk.

I think the funk will lift this afternoon, when I can come home, teach three lessons and start the weekend.

No Snow

We were all a bit disappointed this morning. We are experiencing freaky Spring weather. We always do, but we forget from season to season. We were to be blasted with snow last night and all we are getting is the blast (of wind). It is cold, drizzly, yucky and no snow day. Laura created her own as she is sick. I am hoping that she doesn't have Strep, like Becca had last weekend.

Still no word on the outcome of my interview. No word may mean that I was not selected. That's alright too, but I wish they would let everyone know. Perhaps, it is just too soon.

My Dad is bunches better and that is a relief. According to my Mom, he might get to come home today.

Two more days and then the craziness subsides a bit.

I wish you all a great day.

Wednesday

I am short on time, again. I wanted to say thanks to everyone for the prayers, yesterday, concerning my interview. It went beautifully. I don't know if I will win the District Title, but I know I gave it my best shot and all has gone very well. I suppose, in that sense, I have already won.

My Dad is at the VA Hospital in Tampa. They are trying a new treatment for the Porpheria, so please remember him in your prayers.

Must go. It is picture day for Becca and I need to help her dress.

Love to all.

Interview

Today will be short as I must hurry. I have to get to school for car duty. Today, at 1pm, I will have my interview with a panel from the school district, to see if they would like me to be the 2008 Volunteer of the Year. Being interviewed by a panel makes me a little nervous. More than anything else, I want the opportunity to let the movers and shakers of our school district know how important a string program is. Please say a little prayer for me.

My dad has been transferred to the VA Hospital. My sister will visit him today, and I hope, report good news.

Take care all.

Healthier Week

We are hoping for a healthier week, this week.

My Dad is somewhat better. Please keep him in your prayers. He had a really rough Friday, but things are looking up.

Becca is a bunches better. She is still coughing a bit, but I think we are over the really bad stuff.

Deb Harnly's Mom is still in bad shape. She came home from the hospital, under the care of home health services. Her mother has emphysema and heart problems. Please keep her in your prayers and Deb in your prayers.

We are concerned about Tom's dad. Yesterday, he couldn't remember how he met Mom. That is huge and so sad to see him slip away from us.

We had a working weekend. I had so much to do in so little time, as I will work another week of 12-14 hour days. Yesterday, Becca and I walked up to the park at daVinci. The sunset was absolutely gorgeous. Some of you know, that is one of the best things about Colorado. Sunsets on the mountains are just as pretty as sunsets on the ocean. Becca played on the playground. It was warmer and she was happy to be outside, after being sick. I was happy to be with her. It was one of those times where we connected and just enjoyed each other.

Yesterday afternoon, Laura worked on a writing assignment. It was sooo hard, getting her to do it. In the end, she finished and we were all relieved. She and Tom then went over to David's for some Guitar Hero stuff on his XBox.

I made Chicken-n-Dumplings, yesterday. I missed you so much, Jen. I have this big bowl of leftovers. I told Tom that if you were still across the street, I would send you some. I am really looking forward to May.

I went for a walk with Carol this morning. When I got home, we learned, via the news, that there is a two hour delay. Someone broke into transportation services, for the district, and vandalized buses. I am not glad that somebody committed a crime, but I am very grateful for the delay.

Perhaps this week is looking better already.

Thank goodness for Friday

Yesterday was crazy. My Dad was admitted to the hospital with congestive heart failure. He is somewhat stable this morning, but please say a prayer for him.

Becca came home pale, nauseated and complaining of a sore throat. I took a look at her throat and knew right away that she most likely had Strep.. We went to the after hours clinic, and sure enough, my thoughts were confirmed. She is a bit better this morning as the antibiotics have begun to kick in.

I am thankful that the rest of us are healthy. I am thankful that it's Friday.

Have a healthy day, everyone.

Thursday at last.

Thanks goodness Wednesday is over. As I have said before, Wednesdays kick my bootie. I go from 5:30 a.m. until 8:00 p.m., with no break. It makes Thursdays seem like a vacation. I only go from 6:30 until 6:00. Anyway, enough whining. I can't post much as I need to get dressed and head to school. We are all fine and waiting for the weekend.

I hope all of you have a wonderful day.

Blahness

Yesterday, I had all sorts of blahness. I don't know if that is a word, but that's how I felt. Part of it was due to the time of the month and I seem to have a harder time of the month these days. I couldn't control the appetite and I have promised myself better today. I got up and walked with Carol, even though it was 18 degrees outside.

Jen, I read about you planting veggies and I am truly jealous. I wish I could plant something before June. Anyone putting in their garden, plant a couple of seeds for me. I think the fact that it is so cold, yet Spring, has something to do with the blahness as well.

I was the department head , yesterday, at school. I love the SPED department. I feel like I really connect with those kids. I haven't mentioned that I have a couple of "Special Needs" kids in my violin studio. I love them dearly. Someone approached me about a job in the SPED dept. of another District 20 school. I must say, it is tempting. It is a way to combine my nurses training, with teaching. I am sooo confused. I really can't decide what I want to do when I grow up. Just when I think I have it all figured out, like starting school again for a degree in music, God puts another temptation in my path. Please say a prayer for me. I need to make a decision about next fall, very soon.

I need to go and get ready for a busy day. I wish you all peace.

In charge?

Today should be interesting. It's funny how I end up being in charge, without trying to be in charge. Perhaps it comes from being an eldest child or perhaps it comes from being VERY gullible. Anyway, I am up for a challenge today. I am going to be one of two people in the whole SPED department who knows anything about our school. The teacher that I am filling in for is still out, obviously. The department head found out that her husband has additional metastatic cancer and he is NOT doing well. One of our paras is out to be with her mother. Her Mom has been in intensive care, after gall bladder surgery gone bad. She will have additional surgery today. Please pray for me as I attempt to handle things today, with Paula. Paula is the only person in the department who is supposed to be there. More importantly, please pray for all the folks in the SPED department at daVinci.

Being in this department has allowed me to step back and appreciate my life. I am so glad that my family is healthy. It may be a tough time subbing, but I am honored to help these folks.

Take care and be well.

Back to school.

Today, we are all back to school. I have been called back for another two week stint. The Special Ed teacher that I subbed for before break, has still not been released to go back to work. That means more money for me, but very looong days for two weeks. All of my string kids are back this week too. I will survive. I need to pay for the garage project and our new T.V..

Tom has worked hard all weekend, building shelves in the garage. They are wonderful and I think they are going to allow us to ditch the storage unit. I am thinking that if we have to have a storage unit for all of our "stuff", then we have way too much "stuff". It was mostly holiday decorations and camping gear. I will be glad to have it all back at home.

Way to go Jen, on your marathon in Atlanta! I can't imagine running that far. I am still trying to master the 5k.

To my sister, Jennifer, I want to say, "I love you and am here for you if you need to talk.".

Carol is back home from Texas and I was glad to walk with her this morning. I missed our morning talks.

To my nieces and nephews in Florida, enjoy your Spring Break.

That's all for now. I wish you all a happy day.

Spring Break Day

Yesterday, we just enjoyed the day. It felt like a true day off. We went to Lowe's and bought lots of stuff for building the shelves in the garage. Tom is trying to straighten out some of Dad's paperwork, so the girls and I worked on a puzzle. We just took the day as it came. What a blessing and great time together.

Tonight, the Ploceks are coming for BBQ. Tom needed to BBQ and take some of the brisket in to Larry, to see if he indeed meets the criteria for joining the competitive team this summer. It's Spring and we are all craving Tom's BBQ. He is going to try a pork loin as well. The loin will be marinated in rum and brown sugar, before being grilled. He will make his unique Guava BBQ sauce, if needed, on the side. Mmmmm.

Jen, I wish you luck on the big test today. I wish all the rest of you a blessed Springtime day.

Date night

For the first time in 10 years, Tom and I had a whole overnight, by ourselves. We went out to dinner, we sat in the hot tub, we watched two movies and we missed our girls sooo much. It was great to be just the two of us, but we realized how much we love our children. As we sat in the hot tub, we talked and talked. Tom mentioned that he wondered "what the girls are doing", twice in an hour period.

Last evening made us realize that we HAVE to catch up with each other, now and then. I realized that we miss each other, if we get too caught up in life. I love my husband. He is my life partner. He will be with me when the girls are gone. We MUST make time for each other.

Today, we are back in the groove (vacation?). We are gonna finish taxes and work on the garage.

Happy day all.

Easter pictures

Becca coloring eggs on Friday.

Our final product.

On Friday, Megan came over and Becca and I colored eggs with her. Tom and Laura went snowboarding. We had a great time, but very tired when we were done. Megan is three and she kept us busy. I thought the eggs turned out well. We made deviled eggs, yesterday. What a name for something to be served on Easter. Anyway, fun was had by all.

A special Easter

Yesterday, on Easter Sunday, Becca was baptized. It means Becca has accepted Jesus as her Lord and Savior. In our denomination, we feel that baptism is an outward expression and testament to the world that she is a Christian. It means she is saved. It means that we will spend eternity together. It means Tom and I have done something right. The pictures were taken by Aunt Jan and she was a bit far away, but I think you get the "picture". I am standing at her head and the other two dudes are our pastors. I can think of no better day than Easter, to be baptized. Easter is when Christ rose, just as Becca rose from the water, ready to start her Christian walk. I could ramble on about how extremely proud we are of her or how I can't control my tears when it comes to the BIG moments in my children's lives, but I won't. I leave it here with the thought that this was the best Easter ever.

It's finally Spring

Yeah for Spring! A student brought me a lovely bouquet of planted tulips. It reminds me that hope springs (no pun intended) eternal. Not to sound sappy, but do you remember the song "The Rose"? There is a line in there that says "in the winter, far beneath the winter snows, lies the seed that with the sun's love, in the Spring, becomes the rose".

I love the idea of pure white snow. I love watching it fall and how it covers everything from our trees to the garbage cans. No matter how small or dirty something is, it gets covered. I think God is this way. No matter how dirty, it's covered in pure white. No matter who or what we are, we can be covered in pure, beautiful, white.

I love Spring too. My little seeds that have lain dormant all winter, will soon be beautiful flowers. In my garden, I have lots of plants from friends. Deb Harnly has given me beautiful Poppies that have just "popped" up. No blooms, but green. Jen and Scott have given me beautiful tulips from Holland and my favorite plant, a lavender. All are showing green. Julie King has shared many plants from her garden. Too many to mention. They are showing signs of life. Carol has given me Sage, Lilacs, trees, Roses and many others. They are greening up too. I look at all of this and thank God for each and every one. My garden reminds me that I am loved and surrounded by beautiful people.

Spring reminds me that God does not forsake us. He may keep us dormant for a while, so that he can cover us with pure white, snow, but he also sends the Spring. With the "Son's" love, we can blossom and become beautiful.

Happy first day of Spring everyone.

Wednesday but Friday

Well, this is it. The last day before Spring Break. I am sooo glad. I can't wait to clean the house and reconnect with my family.

Tom and Laura are going snowboarding on Friday. Laura needs one more lesson this season to seal what she has learned. Becca and I are having Megan (our God-daughter) over for egg decorating, Friday morning. That should be interesting as she is three years old.

Saturday, the family wants to hike Mt. Cutler, but I think it is going to rain. The mountain climbing might have to be put on hold.

On Sunday, Becca will be baptised. Tom will do the honor and we are so proud of her. I have ordered a special cake for her, for our Easter dinner. What a joy to know that both of my daughters have accepted Christ and we will spend eternity together.

On Monday, the girls have a sleep over. Both of them. Tom and I are going on another date. I don't know if we can handle having a whole evening to ourselves. We might get to watch a whole movie without being intterupted. We might get to watch something on T.V., other than Disney.

Then, on Tuesday, we begin the task of building garage shelves. Woopeee!!

Happy day all.

Tuesday like Monday like Thursday

Confused? So are we, but so happy that this week will be a shorter one and we can move on to to Spring Break.

This morning, I got up ready to go and feeling good. I am reading Runner's World Magazine and it inspires me to keep going and try new things to improve my time. I am so glad I ran on Saturday.

I checked e-mail and couldn't believe what I was reading. I just want whomever to know that they are posting comments on an open space. My best friends know my thoughts and feelings. They know how I have cried, prayed and asked God for guidance, concerning this situation. Whoever wrote the comment did not identify themselves. That speaks for itself. I want my family in Florida to know that I love them and truly hope the very best for them. I LOVE my sister, Jennifer. I know she is a strong woman and a good person. I wish her and my family all the best. A long time ago, when I was struggling with family issues, a nun told me something that I have kept near and dear to my heart. Her words were this "Sometimes you have to love people from afar. Don't get too close." There you have it. My quote for today.

Top O' the Mornin to Ya!

That's my best leprechaun impression. We woke up to a world of white, not green, this morning. So much so, we have an unexpected snow day. I LOVE SNOW DAYS!!! All of my work is done because I planned to go to work today. The girls and I are gonna veg. I can't wait to veg. with them. I do have students later today, but that is later. My body is still recovering from that 5k on Saturday. Jen, why is every muscle in my body sore? I only used my feet? Oh, I think I know.

We had a great day, yesterday. Sean and Cathreen are here for a visit from Arizona. They were hiking the Appalachian trail (2,000 miles) when Cathreen experienced knee problems. They came here to visit, instead. We feel honored. I made a huge crock pot full of chili and we sat around and caught up with each other. Sean is still grieving the suicide death of his brother and I think he needed to be with family to help. I marveled at how grown up Sean is. I still remember the 10 year old at my wedding. He has been through so much in his life, but he is "alright". We are glad you came to visit, Sean.

No matter where you are today, I wish you luck and peace.

Pictures say it all.

This picture is of Becca and Tessa at Solo and Ensemble contest. As I told you before, they got a Superior.

This is me last Wednesday, as I got home. I have been selected as the "Volunteer of the Year" for Laura's middle school. I had to fill out a very long questionaire and now it will go to the district level. If I win there, I will have to go on to the State. I can't believe it. The cool thing is, it came just when I needed it. I have had a very rough week and though the work was hard, it made my life seem much better. It's nice to know that I am apprectiated by so many. It has made me feel "loved" and that I am making a difference in the lives of my students.

Here I am this morning. I finished my third 5k. It was tough, but I did it. This time, I ran it on my own (well, me and Nichole Nordaman). I had Nicole's music playing on my mp3 and it helped so much. I don't know my time just yet as it won't be posted until later. Thanks for all who called and rooted me on.

Here is my Becca again, at Contest. I thought this picture was cute because, if you notice, she took her shoes off.

This afternoon, we are off to see "Horton Hears a Who". I encourage all of you to go and see it. We are really excited because, our nephew, Matthew, is one of the animators. We are going to watch each and every credit, in order to see his name. Way to go Matty!!!!!

I hope all of you have a restful and peaceful weekend.

Thursday

Thanks so much for your encouragement, yesterday. As the song goes, "I'll get by with a little help from my friends". Thank you. Thank you.

I can't write too much this morning as I am on the run for yet another 12 - 14 hour day. This has left me tired and emotionally brittle, but I got a real boost of encouragement, yesterday. More on that later, don't have time to write it out this morning. You will have to "tune in next time". Actually, you might have to tune in this weekend before I can sit down and really write.

Happy day all.

Sigh....

I am feeling down today. I guess I just need to vent my feelings and I will feel better. If you aren't into whining, skip my blog today. I heard a great saying a while back and now I need to apply it to myself. It says "Put your big girl panties on and deal with it". When I get out of the shower this morning, I will remember this.

We are in the ins and outs of Michael's move out of Jan's house. It is tough because we are sad that it didn't work out, but glad that she is moving on. It's just a little emotionally taxing. My family, in Florida, has disowned me, except for Tammie (thanks Tammie). I have a 5k on Saturday. My private students have recordings due on Thursday, so lessons are longer and more intense. I am subbing for the Special Ed. teacher and the Speech teacher thinks I need to do some of her work too. We all have CSAPs to finish. Can I think of any more negative thoughts. Oh yeah, the biggie.

Yesterday, the pastor of our old church past away. He was our pastor for over ten years. He dedicated Laura and Becca. He prayed over me when I was in labor with Becca. He spoke at Tom's Mom's funeral. I am saddened. He was in my dreams last night. I am glad for him as he had ALS and had been suffering for a very long time. That is a terrible way to end your life. All of your muscles just shut down. He just slowly deteriorated. I am sad because we haven't seen him much, since we switched churches, four years ago. I wish his family well and they will be in my thoughts and prayers.

One of the things I love about Jen, is that our personalities are a lot alike. When she gets in a funk, like I am in today, she blesses it out. Here goes....

My family is healthy. I have a beautiful home with beautiful things in it. We have a new refrigerator. We have enough and more to eat. I have the abilities and freedom to run at 5:30 in the morning (thanks Carol). I live in a neighborhood where we feel safe at that time of the morning. My kids are making good grades. Tom has a good job. I CAN substitute teach. I love all of my private students. I have the very best of friends. We have enough of everything. We live in Colorado. Our cars are in good running shape. We have a hot tub. We have a wonderful church. I have a wonderful, handsome husband. Spring Break is coming the end of next week. I get to sleep in a little longer on Saturday. I am making Crock Pot Chicken for dinner tonight. I HAVE A GOOD LIFE!!! Thanks Jen, it helps.

Can't say much

I don't think I am supposed to blog this morning, so I will keep it short. Every time I sit down here to write, someone else needs something.

I will leave it at this. We are all just fine, except Tom who is getting a cold. The rest of us are all at school and CSAPing again. We are just trying to get through the week.

Dates and refrigerators

I hope all of you had a great weekend. We had a great one.

On Friday, Becca and I picked Laura up from school and surprised her with a trip to Baskin Robbins and the skate park. The weather was a little chilly, but Laura insisted on going. She loves the park, even though she was the only girl in the whole place. I must say, the guys at the park were very nice to her. Oh oh, maybe that's why she wanted to go? Just realized that. Must think about this later. Ha Ha.

Saturday we had piano/violin lessons and then went on our search for a refrigerator. We found one at Lowe's that was on sale. They delivered it the next day. Saturday night, we went on the best date we have had in years. Jen and Scott so generously, provided us with a gift certificate to the Blue Vervain, for Christmas. We used it Saturday night.

I wish we had not gotten quite so dressed up as I was the only lady in the whole place with a dress on, well there was one other elderly lady sporting a dress. We sat down, next to the window, at a table for two. We had been there for about two minutes, when Laura's Principal walked in. She did not recognize me as Laura's mom, instead, she introduced me to the waitress as the "String Teacher". She asked if we came there often. I thought to myself. "$35.00 - $40.00 a plate. No, we do not come here often". She said she came all the time as she lived close by.

I got a wonderful salad with apples and blue cheese. Tom got a Jalapeno Caesar salad. I ordered the sea bass and it was fabulous. Tom ordered the Fillet Mignon and he said it was wonderful. Both were covered in chimichurri. It was soooo yummy. We ended our feast with Chocolate Beet Cake with Beet Ice Cream put on the side. I know it doesn't sound so good, but it was REALLY good. I can't say I would order the Beet Ice Cream alone, but it was good to try.

We came home well fed and we cherished the time we had, just the two of us.

On Sunday, Becca and I went to the Baptism class. Becca will be baptised, by Tom, on Easter Sunday. We came home and started cleaning the old fridge. so the new one could be delivered. Becca helped me so much and worked so hard. Laura went to a birthday party and while I was gone, the fridge. was delivered. Becca and Tom handled the delivery and Becca was so excited. She put everything back in the new fridge and she was so very proud of the water and ice in the door. She just loves this thing. You would think we had a new car.

Today marks the start of a two week subbing stretch. That means a week of twelve hour days. On Saturday I am to run a 5k. Can you say TIRED? I can't think of it that way. I have to just take one day at a time.

Finishing first, finishing second.

I took my last student to solo/ensemble last night. He did not get a superior. He got a 2, which is good, but not the best. It is hard for me. Not because of his score, but because I second guessed myself about what the score means. I pride myself on being a good teacher. I teach and preach, but sometimes, if the practice is not put forward, it doesn't work. It didn't help that Elaine was the judge.

This is a learning process for me. I learn SO much from Elaine. The tips she gave my student, were awesome. I sat there and learned from her, as usual. Also from Elaine, last night, I learned that sometimes, you just don't finish first and that's alright. After the contest, she looked at me and said "you were cringing weren't you?". I said yes. Her reply was "I've been there.". Thanks Elaine. I hate to say, thanks for the 2, but thanks for teaching me. Thanks for showing me that I don't have control over my students. I can guide them and push them, but in the end, they will do what they will do.

Sometimes, finishing first is finishing second.

Happy day all.