Sunday, February 28, 2010

The Journey

We lost a staff member this week. She was 29, had cancer and a 16 month old baby. I must put family first. I was reminded that we only get one chance at life and I only get one chance to be with my family. One of my first graders looked at me this week and said "Mrs. Russell, I needed you". All my students needed me, but my work is coming to an end. Budget cuts will be announced on Tuesday. All first year teachers are being let go (I am a second year). My program is secure for one more year but will be no more at this time next year. All Vice Principals are being dismissed as well as all Literacy Coaches. Our IB coordinator will be half time. No more Spanish teachers. I have to move on. The workload will be unbearable and I will spend next year preparing my students for programs that will not be what they need. My heart breaks for them, but my Social Communications program is a sinking ship. I prayed for guidance and I guess I got it this week.

I am looking for positions in District 20. I am hoping to start interviewing over Spring Break. As Mr. Rogers said "In order for change to happen, you have to leave something behind". I leave behind the fact that I started a program and did a super job. I leave behind the fact that for two years I GOT to be with some wonderful children and make a difference in their lives. Please pray for me as I move on in this crazy journey.

1 comment:

Jennifer said...

Prayers coming your way, Shari. So sad that things are ending where you are, but where a door closes, a window opens -- you know this probably more than most people! Love to all of you.